I figured I would tell you all about what happened. I got a new job and did training for three days. I was feeling very well until the first work day of being on the phone taking orders from lovely old people. Friday night I cam home and cried for a few times. When I came back on Saturday I freaked out so much I had a panic attack and it was so bad they sent me home. On Monday I worked my shit but had another attack and it was so bad I had to wake up my mother to get her to calm me down. So on Tuesday I talked to my boss and they let me go.
So I was very stressed for the last few days and had the first any kind of panic attack in my life because of this job. Everyone was very nice to me and it was not my employers fault. it was really my fault for being so worked up but yeah.
Just ranting to say why I’ve been away and stressed and haven’t been able to draw either.